am an indian student, i would be 21 in August. I am doing my B.E 4yr course and i have entered my final year.?
October 9th, 2010 | 
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Hi and welcome to my blog,
I opened this blog to help anyone who is preparing for his GRE exam.
I remember myself when I started - I was so lost and in such a panic.
Luckily I got this great Gre guide that helped me a lot
So study hard and good luck!
From starting, i had worked really hard but was not able to reach any top Indian University for Bacheolars, so i was devesated. it took me over a year to get over it so i was in depression before that, and after that also but it reduced.
I got over it by thinking that i will complete the childhood dream i had, Studying my master’s(M.S in my case) degree from US like one of my relative did whom i really fancy since i was child.
i started over living this dream and i was never interested in parties and gf’s or smoking, drinking all such stuff
i lost interest in everything except my Master’s degree BUT
i had to give the exam my NOV 2010 then only i can apply for 2011 courses and i was preparing hard for that but there was lot of trouble lately for my passport, it has been 7 months, and i need it before GRE and you dont know How Slow and corrupt Indian Agencies are,
and they has lost my file which i was working on for past 7 months, and now i am finished.
For past week, i get sleep after 2-3 hours when i go to bed and dont like to sleep at all…
my head aches all day and i reckon i would be having hypertension, and all this is hampering my studies for past 2 months//
I am frustuatred and my parents dont understand, no one understand my pain
I Just Want Peace, so i wanna die
ANd please dont tell me to go to Counceller and Therapist
No one Understands..and they even make me more angry
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Tags: 7 months, childhood dream, counceller, depression, gf, gre, hypertension, parents, passport, peace, sleep
Have some faith, man. Ask your faithful help to help you , so you can get your passport and take your tests……
You have to get yoru sleep and you must get all this back into perspective……..
Make your file again, and keep copies of it
Insist that your spirtitual help really help you
Then you can remove your fear and anxieties with this free version of a healing method eftuniverse.com click on ‘get started free’ and apply this method to everything to calm yourself.
Have faith , that no matter what, you will succeed and the right people will help you.
I think a lot of people can understand……
Get back in touch with the feelings of feeling loved and protected .
best wishes
IS THERE ANY WAY YOU CAN TAKE THE TESTS ONLINE? ASK
OR CAN YOU ARRANGE TO TAKE THE TESTS THERE IN INDIA/?
As one desi to another, I have to say DON’T DO ANYTHING STUPID. Yeah, I am going to tell you to go see a therapist. Hell, even check yourself into a hospital. You need to relax. You are young. So what if your studies are pushed back by a year or two? Enjoy life while you’re young. Talk to a friend about this. You need help.